DarkPrincess2001

A message to the FF (read it until the end). Hey there its been two months since we don't see I'm not here to talk to you but I'm here to give this message pls read it until the end now les't start I'm gonna tell you 2 things first I had my decision I closed with the FF discord server yeah thats right I closed with the server I don't want to come anymore it's a goodbye forever to the server and second I had another decision I want to do peace with you make end of this story so can finally live a quiet life I know can be a bullshit for you guys but I want to do that because I miss so much my old life when this problem was not there the times when I was living a normal life I really miss those times but when this problem came my life sucks. Its not a joke my life really sucks because of this problem everytime I think to this problem I realize that my life sucks and I suffer its not joke. Its truth. so I want solve that problem and I will live a better life this is the only way I want to do this I don't want to this in another way I want to do this in this way well for you guys the problem is solve but for me it's not. Now you guys will say just leave us alone or just forget about us I'm sorry guys but it will be useless for me why because will not change everything if I do this it means pretend to live a quiet life and means my life will still sucks. and it means walk into a new life something that I don't want to do this I don't want to walk into a new life because I already have this life and I just want to live this life. I don't want to do like agent prime. Cuz I'm not like him anayway now I'm gonna talk about the day when I get banned to the server. When I get banned from the server I thought the reason was that I says sorry one single time but over the time I realize that was not for this reason I understand that was because I spammed was a thing which I didn't want to this I just wanted to apologize one single time but if I tell you tha was because of a problem of my Internet connection I'm sure you will not believe me and you will say to me liar!. But I swear to god was a problem of my internet connection its not a joke I'm serious this message. this is really happend. Anyway now I'm gonna do thing will be useless but I feel compelled to use it its call a real apology now lest star. I'm very sorry for the chaos I caused for everything I done for all and what I do to all ff and with darkprincess I'm sorry to call you old traitor but I was just angry because you say you don't care if I'm 13 (I'm now 14) but anyway to be honest the adults should not treat badly those under age budly I know for you will be a bull shit and after this message your gonna hate me so much. And I really sorry for bother you guys I know now you think that I'm the person who always bother people but its not true I'm not the person you think of me I'm not this person I swear. It was just mistake what I do just a mistake what I do it was JUST A MISTAKE I'm not this person and I will never be this person. After this part you will say to me that's not truth. liar. you are this person but will be useless because you don't know me you don't know me well you dont know everything about me you don't even know what kind of music I like. And after this I'm sure you will criticize me saying don't worry I know you perfectly or something else but will be all lies because my clothes friends know and my parents only the people I know know me well you guys think you know me but unfortunately you don't know me you don't even know what kind of music I like. And a thing about kayRYnautical I didn't wrong with her I just complimented her because she is beautiful (well if you notice she's beautiful) and she appreciated them (hopyng they not fake) i know it doesn't mean anything but anyway a real apology for CAcartoon. I'm very sorry for what I done to you to all I done for everything I done to you I din't want to bother (like I just say I'm not the person you think of me) I didn't want any troubles I din't want any problems my goal from the beginning was not bother you and try to be nice but I failed. I was a big fun I loved you I felt admiration for you is a thing I always want to feel about you. I have always loved your arts so much that I wanted to draw like you but since there is this bad situation I don't feel anymore to draw and once again I'm very sorry for what I done done CA! 😭😭I just want to make peace and live a quiet life 😭I DON'T WANT THIS PROBLEM TO CHANGE MY LIFE FOREVER! 😭 (sorry if I exaggerated but I can't take this anymore) anyway I hope we can solve it soon. And anyway to the ff again you think was a goodbye forever no because forever I won't suffer (sorry If I exaggerated again but like I just say I can't take it anymore) anyway forever I won't suffer because I saw another hope yeah that's right instead of believing that it' all over I saw another hope I know I soppused to have no choose. what in the world is driving me forward and why does I see I have another hope because never believe it's all over there is another hope if we try to keep marching on and never give up for example the art of CA keep marching on i know its a old art but it says one thing keep march and never give up because life it's hard. Sometimes In life we have to fight for what we want and for all we want because there is always hope we all always have hopes to be happy I mean sometimes life it's a hard game but if we try to do it can become a happy life for example me I realize the most important thing of life it's live a quiet life yeah for me is the most important thing live a happy peaceful and wonderful life without problems without this problem and without anything bad is the most important thing of my life more important than the FF discord server for me it's live a quiet life that is live a happy life is the most important thing of my life and my opinion is everyone they should all live a quiet life this is what true happiness is. This is how it should be but unfortunately is not like this not everyone live a quiet life but I want to be one of those people who lives a quiet life and what I'm doing for live my quiet life it's not a fight but it's a hard challenge because to write this message it took days and days to decide what to write where to get ideas from. It's not a thing you can do easily it takes commitment but I think it's time for me to rise up to the sky like a butterfly to find the happiness beyond the hopes and think this is the day that I will finally did it dream is become true I finish what I start i solve my problem with the FF I do peace with them I finish what I start now can finally live a quiet life that I'm finally free to the day that I did it my efforts have not be useless I finally did it i found peace and I can finally live a quiet life.But what Im saying I don't know if well become true because I think will come the consequences the part that I will hate that's the bad things I'm sure you will tell me for example did you forget what did you do to us what did you it's unforgivable and you will say that's exactly why now go or we will never forgive you and you will say that's exactly the right answer now go or we don't want to see you the same or peace was never an option and you will say that's right . anything else I know all the consequences you guys gonna say and this is not the way I want it to happend I don't want that happen but will happen and I'm scared will happen I know I know this. actually I don't know if will happend but I hope no and you guys need to understand that a bad experience like my it's a torture it's a big suffer and I can't take it anymore and like I sayd several times now I just want to live a quiet life happy and without problems this how I want to live now. And I hope this dream will become true